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12/2/92
st nicks
blue house
1C'05; 2J'06; 3J'07
cxy_xinyu@hotmail.com

- 斗牛要不要dvd/原声带:D
-MORE SLEEPING TIME.
-NEW SLING BAG
-HANA-KIMI DVD.
-A NEW HANDPHONE (more memory space!!)
-NEW COMPUTER
-WATER COLOUR PENCILS

hoho havent been blogging for a day! :D and yesterday, we were all going hyper cos of the major power failure in school. so everything is being cancelled, including lessons and celebrations today and chem lessons on monday! :D

aw. but the sad thing is, we left our geog textbooks and msnd in schooool! and so now we cant start on our holiday homework): and the science workshop on tuesday! oh man. i cant fit into the bloody disgusting shirt that they provided and im supposed to tell the teacher about it. and since now im not going to school, i cant ask! >:( roar. so school might not be so bad after all.

hoho lemme move on to today then. haha since there's no school, there's more time for us to play! :D wah man. and yesterday night, we spent like HOURS trying to decide on what to do today lar. hoho ok so today, went to sengkang, met jocelyn and maykun there. went to the library and started on some social studies work. our geog books are like in school thanks to me :x haha did a bit and then went off to slack. (:

bought lunch at hougang mall after spending like hours on deciding what to get. bought some snacks and went to maykun's house to watch HOODWINKED! ok. we watched some weird weird part where the english was dam fast and i can barely understand what it was saying. haha then the real movie started and omg lar. it was like quite funny and the room smelled of hokkien mee after we finished. :x

then after that used the com for a while. and oh my,me and jocelyn almost killed someone there. haha then audi a while(: and we were trying to find some nice clothes for jocelyn's character. haha but some of the clothes were quite disgusting. haha :D

yayeeee. haha holidays are coming and the teachers had no celebration today :x and theres a pile of homework waiting for me which im not really trying to touch ): roar. ok nvm. i shall enjoy while i can (: hoho

hoho and i see many tags on this cute blogskin! hohoho! go catch ratatouille,people!:D ITS VERY NICE! :D haha and the creator's name is like stated there already. hoho "MY" cute skin:p
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PIAKKKK. wow. it snapped.
this is what happens.
WORRIES OVERLOAD.
goodbye~
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hohoho RATATOUILLE BLOGSKIN!!! HAHA

and the two nice people(maykun and jane) here are trying to improve on the current one (: hoho they are nice nice people! and i love my cute blogskin now! :D

and its quite late alr. i shall shorten today's happenings(:

physics test in the morning. sucked. then tingxie. my hands are dying. and just boring lessons after lessons. then after that, went to maykun's house and did bio homoeostasis. bought ban mian to her house to eat lar. and omg jocelyn barely touched her food cos of someone's good idea for her to add the whole packet of chilli into the hot hot soup when she cannot take much chilli! and ended up she had to go wash her face for like 8 times or something. but the ban mian was dam nice although we made a mess when we unloaded the mian into the bowls or something. hoho

after that watched abit of tv. finished up bio and slacked. hoho i guess today is priductive? :D yay for once! : D

hoho yay i see my skin is DONE! BIG THANK YOU TO MAYKUN AND JANE! YAYEEE! and omg lar both of them type dam fast ok! im trying hard to CATCH UP. SO TATA! my eyes are going to die from massive reading. hoho
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oh gosh, im rotting away at home on a nice nice sunday with a pile of homework which i do not want to touch >:(

woke up at like 11am today(: hehe but i was like woken up by a phone call and the phne just nice had to be in my room and i was forcd to pick it up>:( or i could have slept longer. hoho

and today is such an unproductive day. im supposed to have finished trial examination 3 AND 4 and finished studying physics and tingxie by now. but i only finished like trial 3 and 4, except for the last summary part. >:( totally in no mood to read the passages :x and i havent started mugging for next weeks' tests and all. and does anyone know when is amaths consolidated due? i hope its not next week):

filled in parts of my exam schedule just now. but only managed to write in the dates of the exams. so not much of an accomplishment anyway. but i realised how close the EOYs are): roar. im so totally going to have a hard time recapping all the topics lar.

oh well. today is a quiet quiet sunday. ): my bro mugging like mad and my mom sleeping in her room(: so i can safely use the com today (: and theres nothing to do except homework>:( i cant find any blogskins on ratatouille): roar. i want to changeeee my blogskin to raatatouille! >:( soon. perhaps.

gah. better go back to mugging and shut the com >:(
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WOOOOO! IM GETTING SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH AT CAMPUS SUPERSTAR(: and they just announced the girl and guy champions! haha! :D but so sad benjamin is out although shawn is in! :D

haha today was :DDDD

hoho slept for like 11hours ytd night! woke up in the morning and lazed around. after that went to amk hub with maykun! hoho met with jocelyn there and we bought movie ticketsss! haha rat-ta-too-ee!!!

HOHO I WAS LIKE LAUGHING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE! and the movie is like so funny lar! the rat is so so so cute! haha and there were like only 3 of us and we actually bought a LARGE combo or something! hahaha! the movie was like at 12.50 and we started queueing for the tickets at like 12.50? hoho and by the time we got in, just nice started! hehe! :D

haha and then in the movie, the two of them. hur. BURPED into my face lar! but i was laughing like mad:) and my fingers were frozen(: we didnt finish the popcorn and drinks in the end. hoho but the movie was like dam nice lar. hahahaha. :DD

ok, this post is going to be so dam high! woooooo! cause im watching campus superstar while typing it! haha! woo! :D YAY SHAWN AND KEELY JUST FINISHED SINGING WITH THE last year champions! :D haha! :D

ok lemme continue before i hyperventilate! :D

then went to compass point! sent jocelyn to guitar and me and maykun sat outside yamaha at the tables there for her to copy the bio notes. hah. and the table was like right beside the basketball court or something. and omg lar. there was this guy there who cannot play or something. then jocelyn came out and we went to rivervale mall to eat. hohoho had nice nice ban mian(: then after that went to jocelyn's house. wanted to do homework initially, hoho but we slacked away. flipped through all the cable channels and played hangman here and there! :D haha and there was like some abuse there or something.

then it poured and me and maykun walked in the rain lar. and i tell you. the rain was quite big lar. and i ran like some mad woman after the bus lar. hehe so i managed to reach home in time to watch the start of campus superstar! :D

hohoho! omg lar. campus superstar is dam nice! woo! YAYYYY! KEELY AND SHAWN! WOO! ok this is a stupid post full of my highness. haha mainly caused by campus superstar! and yayeee! i can use msn alr! haha i think the virus is not attacking my com anymore. i hope(: YAYEE IM STILL DAM HIGH. OH GOSH. I THINK IM GOING TO HYPERVENTIALTE:DDD hahahahaha later still have stefanie sun! hahahah and i see all
the previous superstar or something :D

WOOO! MORE SUPERSTAR WATCHING TO GO! HEHEHEH! YAYYEEE! ALL IS SO HAPPY TODAY! :D IM HIGH! :DDDD
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stupid virused com. roar. cant even use msn now. it has this virus which auto send to everyone every 10 mins. and i'd better not risk sending the virus at this time, esp on a friday night :/

and windows messenger is really like limited or something. and the sound of the conversations is like really funny and weird. i have officially learnt to appreciate msn.

gah, and these few days you can hear me like ranting away on my stupid virused com lar. abit this is the second time i got this kind of virus and i actually accepted it TWICE and INSTALLED it lar. oh man. hah so dumb of me. and these few days, my com is like on the verge of dying. the virus cannot be removed and my brother cant be bothered at it.

ok. forget about the unhappy virus. gah. nothing much yesterday though. today was like okay or something. maths test was horrible. very horrible. >:(

then after that was lessons here and there. and chinese. omg lar. zq is so fussy and irritating, it doesnt kill to have a few wrong words in the slides lar. like everyone will have typos what. >:( and shes dam mean lar. haha and it was feather's group at zaobaoluntan and i wasnt doing much thinking and jane told me all the answers. haha this is like the first time i actually stand up to talk for zaobaoluntan lar. feather, you should be honoured you know. even though my answers are like... hehe

then bio spa which was like quite fun. i love my potato strips. hoho its masterpiece! :p but i was quite shocked when we had to cut the strips with a penknife? haha so weird but i love my potato strips just as well (: and this spa is liek so different from the physics spa lar. the instructions at least can still understand. (:

then after school was tution(: went to ps to have lunch and me and wanchu went to macs to fill our stomachs with burgars (: haha and we were trying to stare at each other in the eyes without laughing lar. and omg wanchu kept making me laugh! or i would have been able to remain FIERCE! haha but wanchu also laugh like mad anyway (: and both of us had some stomachache or something.tution was okay although i was dam sleepy. haha after that had some mini conference about the essay workshop dates or something.

came home and rotted. now im like banned from the computer thanks to the virus that got into my com. so now im using secretly since my parents are not observing me (: hehe

and wow i think i typed a lot today. (: haha i hope all shall be okay for my com and my maths test >:( roar.

is this you?
the scheming you? or your other self?
is this an illusion?
or am i just scaring myself?
this world is scary
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bring back, o' bring back
o' bring back my nametag to me~~
TO ME~~
bring back, o' bring back
o' bring back my nametag to meeeee~~

gah. lost my nametag early in the morning in school. my beloved nametag that has followed me from sec 1 till now. ): it sort of dropped out somewhere. haha and now im using nametag from maykun -specially modified it to make it look nice :P

school as normal. maths-another torture day. was totally blur. then ss test. quite okay even though my hands were breaking. got back bio paper and it was okay also. got back english and elit marks. gah. i got the lowest in class for elit. doris tan gave me a stupid c6 lar. like what. so nice. im so fated with my register number ):

no tests tmr but theres maths assignment to rush and emaths test to study. oh and got back the stupid physics spa today. horrible man. my whole experiment was full of crosses. and there isnt a single tick on my paper lar. everything was just WRONG. gah. and there bio spa to study too. i'd better be able to carry out the experiment man. >:\

i want to sleeeeep >:(
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oh wow, the week is going to be SOON over. >:(

elit test today. it was okay though, and my answers are like so short. was stuck at the second question, but heck. i just want a pass from doris tan. cant expect much from her.>:/ haha and i slept dam early like yesterday night. ended up watching campus superstar too :x hehe started studying at like 9. and after i finished reading the whole act 3, i was dam tired so i actually fell asleep. haha :P barely studied anything and my notes are like in my elit file with doris tan.>:( and nice maykun typed out the answers and sent it to me. hehe its like 7 pages long, and i'll admit that shes NICE lar. THANK YOU. :P

then it was lessons here and there and ohmygosh lar. maths is such a killer. i realised i cant do identities. roar. i cant do the conversion stuff. >:( oh and we got this super super long list of our exam dates and topics. EXAMS. oh man. but i realised that im quite immune to all these stuff alr. can vividly remember last year's diary also ended up like this, with the exam dates on it and all. :) time to plan revision dates :x

and theres ss test tmr. SEQ. hope i can pass it man. can hardly remember the structure of the essay question and i feel like napping first before i start studying >:( my eyes are like closing alr. gah. nvm i shall be a hardworking girl. (:
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roar! oh man im still staring at trigo graphs >:(

spent the whole of yesterday staring at them and now its the continued episode. gah. elit test tmr and im seriously going to die man :x hope doris tan will not fail me and give me another freaking f9 again for this term>:( she'd better not lar ): roar!

today is quite a nice day(: i love badminton! although we had to do some disgusting workout or something and the badminton time was cut short or something>:( haha but it was still dam fun. whee!

then was lessons and lessons. maths was still as bad ): dont understand a single thing that was being taught man ): boring chinese and i wasnt even listening lar.zq suddenly called me and i dont even know where she was man. and she seriously has some problem or something. keep picking on us >:( and i dread lab sessions man ):

after sch(: had a nice nice lunch with jocelyn koh(: haha a nice and filling one(: then after that went home and now im doing maths instead of elit>:( roar! i hate trigo graphs day by day >:(

its true. what i guessed was true.
and its really happening as what i've predicted
its bad. i dont like it.
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roar. feeling so pissed at everything now >:(

gah, pissed at the EOYs thats is like coming in 40days?! pissed at my near-failing english, pissed at the things to study for EOY, pissed at the bloody trigo grpahs which i cant make sense of, pissed at all the upcoming tests next week, pissed at the pile of syudying material on my table, pissed at myself for not sleeping late on a nice sunday morning, pissed at my irritating brother, pissed at myself for worrying so much, pissed at myself for getting so pissed over everything. roar. ok, chewxinyu is officially going bersek. stupid pms. >:(

next week is going to be B.A.D. oh man. this is a stupid depressing post. maybe i shall come back at night and post something decent :/

you dont know that the things you say and do
can hurt me so.
im a fool.
i tell myself not to bother
but im getting tired
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YAY. its like finally the end of the week although theres like a mountain high workload awaiting):

ok, today was super boring. chem-copied away, maths-dam stupid lar. there was like no time to complete the given work man. and jiemin did the most thinking. my mind was like blank man. i hate trigo graphs >:(

then english did the report thing and afterwards starved a while at the specs stand before going recess(: after that was physics and the test is like in week10 but i havent been listening to lessons at all. oh no:/ then was chinese with the zao bao lun tan. something funny happened and zq was like deaf or something (:

bio was also some copying stuff and after that was the ying yong wen! almost couldnt finish writing and my letter is so draggy. i cant even describe the escalator lar. :/

yay after that had orage bowl with JANE and KAILI! :D and then was BUS TRIP home with KAILI! :DD

came home and decided to give my file a slimming session as it broke a new record today. it was like dam thick or something and my hands were gonna break carrying them man. after that stoned around for the whole evening :/

then watched the ch8 show. last episode. and woah i tell you. i was so pissed lar. LAST episode and they ended of with like a LOAD full of questions?! and like have to wait for the sequel which is like coming out in like december?? they shouldnt have called it the last episode man:/

tution tmr and maybe movie perhaps? :D i guess it is going to be fun and oh dear. my homework ):
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i shall blog now since i think i will be busying myself with stupid chocolates later>:(

ok. got back many many many papers today-english,san guo, ying yong wen and geog papers and fortunately i passed all. and my english is back to the failing range man. :x

then was cca and oh man it was so boring, practically just sitting around and takling about ames for our farewell or something and just started stoning soon after. luckily we were dismissed early so i can reach home early. :P

havent started the stupid mould chocolate assignment at all lar. and i want to type it out! so later i guess i will be rushing like some mad woman. ): somemore there's still english report to do and chinese ying yong wen tmr. >:(

worse thing is, mext week there is 6 tests altogether. and seriously my brain is going to die. oh well, back to breaking mouldy chocolates :/

sometimes it's such a letdown
but i always find a way to comfort myself
maybe all this is uncalled for.
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43 days more to the horror... :s
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today was a normal day.

slacked away for physics. then was mass copying session for english and chem until my hands almost duan diao. kill trees and kill hands. then chinese, got back the test and zuo wen. passed(: then was maths and we were playing some stupid chocolate bar thing and i kept colouring the wrong boxes, ended up my paper was just so full of correction fluid lar.:x

after sch went to amk hub with feaaaaather. haha we ate PRATA SAUSAGE! :D woo! and we ate it like on the bus home or sth:/ yay! and we love prata sausage! but it sort of left a hole in my pocket man. luckily we are going to get back 10bucks from the msnd show last time (:

after that went home and finished reading new moon! oh man, ok im actually looking forward to eclipse(: then after that had a nice long afternoon nap. slept for abt 2hours? hehe like i finally caught up on my sleep alr. but i got like this bad flu or something and my voice sounds wrong :/

gah and my parents are like giving me a hard time just because eoys are coming and all my grades are like kns. i mean, oh man eoys are still so far okay. sucks to the core man:/ and my dumb brother just had to rub it in and make it worse in front of them >:(

an indescribable feeling of anxiety and worry
something bad is happening. helplessness.
fighting a losing battle which will only bring misery
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today is a day of mixed feelings i guess. what a day to start the week.

first there was the dumb dumb san guo yan yi thing which like affected some of us in one way or another. zhouqian is really dam irritating lar. what has been heard and what has been done cannot be undone. i guess i learnt my lesson. ><

then was physics spa. oh man i couldnt even complete half the paper lar. my graph cannot be drawn. asked a million times for assistance and the calculation was just disgusting. left method 1 blank for all i care. method 2 was disastrous. thanks to those who were there. really. <3

after that went to jocelyn's house to watch monster inc. got high for a moment and forgot abt all the depressing stuff. monster inc. is like dam nice and funny! BOO! ok that made me happy for a while i guess.

and just when i sat down in front of the com, got reminded of some stuff which i've been trying to forget. brought my whole mood down again. oh man. today is full of ups and downs. let it pass let it pass. :/
do you really know what i want? things that you do just hurt me
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hoho today marks the end of 4 whole days of holidays i guess. :/

today was a considerably fun day, except that the part where we have to wake up EARLY. haha :P went to raffles city to get maykun;s crumpler early in the morning and omg lar, we thought that raffles city was at raffles place and jocelyn was the only one who kept insisting that it was at city hall. haha and she was right!:/ so we ended up waiting for many many trains. :x

at raffles city. NICE NICE smell of doughnuts from donut factory who already has queues at 1130 even though it starts operating at 1230. went to get the crumpler and it was so early we decided not to wait for the doughnuts:)

went to compass point library which is like our favourite hangout now i guess? haha then to hougang to get sunflowers which the auntie wrapped until so crumpled and weird. the sunflowers were like facing EVERYWHERE.

and the evil me here was laughing away at maykun trying to get the strap of her crumpler right or sth :p finished up geog project after that and i shall be proud of myself cos i can now play minesweeper at a faster speed! :D

SPA test tmr which is like totally spoil the nice nice day! but i dont think theres anymore tests this week so i guess i can slack. but oh man. EOYs are coming ! ://// quit bugging. what exactly do you want?
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ay shucks, why am i having such a lousy feeling now. grrrrr. thoughts. away.

tution in the morning and after that was lunch at kopitiam compass point. then was mugging at the library and got chased out after that. finished chem, bio excretion, english. quite productive i guess.

i've told myself to forget and not think about it.
but i guess i have not succeeded
just so foolish of me. to even waste my time thinking.
i want to let go. but everytime i try to do so,
im reminded of it again. and again.
im tired. too tired to be bothered.
run. escape. hide.
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woo! today is another very unproductive day! :D and im so happy about it! :D

woke up early in the morning and started reading new moon! then went to jocelyn's house to finish watching mr bean movie! :D hoho after that went to compass point, maykun came too, with her "nice" voice and all and jocelyn went to cut her hair. YOUR HAIR LOOKS FINE, JOCELYN! DONT WORRY ABOUT IT! :D

after that went back to jocelyn's house. bought ban mian for lunch and omg lar i have been eating it for the past 3 consecutive days or something:/ but it is nice lar. :D then after that went to play the com and went on to msn. poor dreamy! the two of them are evil but im NICE! haha:P

after that went to the library and sat there and yakked away or something. almost end up into a ba gua fight and some sadistic hitting:p haha we did NO homework at all today even though we were supposed to! hahaha! but im enjoying every bit of it! to get away from homework and all! :D

but i guess tomorrow we must start on homework:/ hur. tution tmr and we need to finish geog project too! mugging days are coming man :/
解脱，真的有那么容易吗？
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YAY! I finally decided on my new blogskin after like searching for days. its been like ages since i ever change my blogskin. hoho and THIS SKIN is all THANKS TO liewWANjane! haha i tried editting the codes by myself and my blog ended up like kns. so i sought help! haha and jane always has to help me with the codes every single time i change my blogskin. THANKS JANE! ><

ok, today had project meeting early in the morning and it ended early. we were a teeny bit unproductive but nvm! haha and i kept yawning away and i was like blur. :/ and after that, thought that i was going to spend the rest of the afternoon and the day rotting away at home or something. haha and i was saved when jocelyn koh said she can do homework together! hehe~! so i went to her house. bought lunch and ended up renting mr bean holiday to watch? hahah ate in front of the tv laughing like mad woman. :D

and as expected, we did no homework! :D been unproductive lately. and we had to sneak out halfway through the movie cos jocelyn's relatives were coming over or something. haha sneaking was fun and we walked the cool way out:p after that went to compass point. and public libraries as learnt from last time, are NOT opened on public holidays. so we walked around compass point in circles yakking all the way(: love mass talking sessions:D and jocelyn bought her cd and i bought my stack of test pads. im so broke lar. went home with an empty wallet :/

wheee! today a plain day ended up as a fun day! haha and im not watching the ndp show at all. and this is the first year that im like actually not watching it. hehe
i bet tomorrow's gonna be funner! :D haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D
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ndp celebration was fun- the marching, songs and all. (:

went out with huiyin wanchu and vanessa after the celebration ended and we toured amk hub again. haha laughed and laughed and laughed till our cheeks were dam suan(:

then huiyin left for sch and we went home. searched for a new blogskin for like one whole afternoon. but couldnt find any nice ones:/ and dont know why, but im feeling dam lethargic or something. today was a short day but i wonder why im so tired. dont feel like talking now. so long then. :/

this will only give me pain
missed the old times
never want to think back
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WHEEE today is a super fun day! our mugging days are OVER and its a GAME DAY! :D

world trade games today and WE ARE THE PAKISTANS! WOO! PAKISTANS ARE COOL AND POWEER! with a population of like 6 people(jocelyn, jiamin, shirley,melissa, cass and me!) WRAPPED IN SOME BAGGY FRAYING CLOTH that was so ticklish >:( AND WE HAD LIKE ONLY ONE PATHETIC HIGH SKILLED WORKER or something >:(

played like 3 whole rounds of the world trade games and omg la we are pro traders or whatever you call it. haha we managed to like improve every round. and the first round we had like the highest unemployment rate but the game was NICE AND FUN! :D we screamed even though we were the last few! and of course a poor country like us could hardly meet the quota and ended up the last round we needed 15 bread and 15 energy or something. hoho :D

and we were like released dam early or something and i had to like wait outside the pe room and in the library cos something terrible which i received >:( roar and in the end rotted at the library waiting for jocelyn koh to finish her comm meeting and we went to tour amk hub like walk in rounds and rounds and rounds. hoho then we took bus the compass point, head to the library and started yakking away. ok this means severe loss of saliva:x haha

YAY and tmr is like a half day and we will be meeting HUIYIN! :D haha and i hope i have just enough money to buy her present :D AND WE WILL BE IN RED AND WHITE TMR! AND I LOVE SCHOOL WITH SMALL AND LIGHT BAGS :D
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ok, im currently watching campus superstar now and being lame with jocelyn koh (:
and the contestants are like dancing or something and SHAWN is coming out soon(: hoho

today was a normal day i guess. went to school like super duper late cos i waited like 32 WHOLE MINS for the stupid bus! >:( went to the toilet like first thing in the morning to put in the air freshener cos the judges were coming in today or something. and feather almost threw her phone in the dustbin luh. scare me to death.:/

then lessons and lessons. badminton was FUN FUN and more FUN! :D haha the most scary lesson was like maths or something. i got a fright out of my life like 2 consecutive times during her 2 lessons la. the first time i was like half dozing off and she suddenly talked BEHIND me and i jumped. the second time was i was stuck at the question and she had to like suddenly talk beside me. made me jump like siao :/

haha and today was just as unproductive(: did no homework even though me and jocelyn went to the library. haha we walked around amk then after that jiggled all the way on the bus to compass point(: ended up picking out comic books and laughed like retards at the books. haha :D

yay theres no more stressful school for the rest of the week! world trade games tmr and celebration on wednesday and after that is NICE NICE HOLIDAYS:D hoho SLACKISH WEEK AHEAD! CANT BE HAPPIER:D im confused. tell me its all a lie.
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it's a sunday,
but why is the sky so grey? 我累了
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hoho today was a cool day :D

woke up early in the morning just to play the com because my mother was out!:D played for 2 straight hours before going to jocelyn's house(: had a nice lunch and we started by PLAYING the computer again. and i realised that maple actually had a SINGAPORE MAP? and omg la theres like esplanade and taxis and merlions there or something which was like dam funny.

then we played a while more and left for amk hub. haha bought OREO CRUSHES and we brought it into the ntuc and i bought my fbt:) hoho walked around the whole amk hub with jocelyn admiring the clothes and we sort of shopped till we forgot the time totally and realised that she was terribly TERRIBLY late for her guitar lesson. >< like half an hour late or something. hehe

so the guitar lesson was cancelled and we went to her house to start on the maths assignment which killed most of my brain cells. but it was OK after all. but i didnt manage to complete it because i did it very very slowly. haha

YAY and im tired to bits now but i want to complete my maths! >:(
haha but next week is going to be so so so slackish so i shall take my time and do! :)
shake out of it. helplessness.it hurts.
Wished away 9:02 PM


oh well. i guess the day started off with a lousy mood and feather thought that i was angry at her or sth :/ guess i was just dam tired. then my mood lifted after english summary and remained high until the dumb chinese test which i almost slept through. :/

then was tution and ok i was like quite high and dying of laughter of something. and we went dam late cos of the chinese test. but heck we only missed out abit of vocabulary.

had a vegge-ish dinner and oh man. and i think my high mood sort of just died down or something. dont really feel like talking. oh man. wonder what's happening to me :/

im tired and i just want to close my eyes and forget everything
but why does it keep bothering me?
Wished away 8:18 PM


i need to change my thinking and change this stupid brain of mine.
Wished away 9:43 PM


我真的是个大傻瓜
蠢得连我自己也不相信
我到底该不该再信任你
又或许永远置之不理
Wished away 8:05 PM