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12/2/92
st nicks
blue house
1C'05; 2J'06; 3J'07
cxy_xinyu@hotmail.com

- 斗牛要不要dvd/原声带:D
-MORE SLEEPING TIME.
-NEW SLING BAG
-HANA-KIMI DVD.
-A NEW HANDPHONE (more memory space!!)
-NEW COMPUTER
-WATER COLOUR PENCILS

OK. what am i doing in front of the computer when there is a dumb bio test tmr and there are like MANY MANY things to memorise? oh man. and i cant believe i fell asleep while studying peristalsis. man. i dont think i have the time to finish memorising. i shall just read animal nutrition and excretion. i hate excretion man :/

ok. i shall go and play a hwile and back to study. good luck for bio everyone! :P
Wished away 5:51 PM


today is a super duper unproductive day. i should be studyng bio now, but i cant resist the temptation of using computers(:

should have woken up late in the morning but i was waoken up by the NOISY phone which happens to be in my room and never stops ringing. and apparently my whole family didnt hear the ring except me and i had to crawl out of bed at 8plus in the morning when i slept at 2plus last night:/ couldnt go back to sleep after that so decided to start reading abit on twilight and went off watching tv.

went neopetting after that and did my final editting on the english essay. im currently stuck on maths. some stupid maths common test even my brother doesnt know how to do or something. and i finished like half the paper only cause the rest of the paper has got to do with the part i dont know how to do. oh man. luckily i didnt take the test or i would have failed or something. :/

and horrors next week:
english compre test
chinese tong yi ce yan
bio test (lots and lots of MEMORISING)

夹在中间
就像是个多余的
我希望我不是你的代替品
努力过
但还是无济于事
或许我也该习惯了
Wished away 3:57 PM


hoho today is a fun and TIRING day!

had mass tution in the morning and talk about sabo huh! ended up all of us "volunteered" to read the passage. haha and we were trying to talk in hokkien or sth and jocelyn is so funny! haha her hokkien is one piece one piece :D direct translation:D and TALK ABOUT SQUISHY SQUASHY. oh man i almost lost my appetite or something :D and SQUISHY SQUASHY stole the limelight for the whole of today :D

then had lunch at macs and oh man i was so so broke cos i had to use my remaining money to top up my card in the morning. and i got the "honour" to sit oppostie maykun AGAIN la! then after that we went around shopping for colthes to wear on national day celebration or something, and jocelyn wanted yto buy a klutch(is that how u spell it?) and we went to the outlet at wisma atria in the end to get the colour she wanted. haha and IT WAS RAINING! but shopping is fun! :D

then after that dropped by at my house to get physics worksheet and after that jocelyn went for guitar. so both of us went looking for red shirt and white pants. and I BOUGHT A BRIGHT RED SHIRT la! maykun bought the lighter red and MINE IS SO SO RED.:/ then we went to the library and started playing handphone games or something.

went to jocelyn's house after she came out and we went to buy instant noodles from cheers and ate it for dinner. rented some movie SHES THE MAN and watched it at her house. it was like dam funny and "gross" and i laughed like some mad woman :D then later we did physics and i actually didnt want to touch homework at all! but ok we had to be productive after playing for a whole day :D then we finished physics worksheet and went home with maykun feeling hot but cold. :/ haha

and i think i was like too high in the morning and afternoon so i sort of died down now or something. keep yawning away. so in conclusion. IM TIRED :D YAY BUT TODAY IS A FUN DAY! :D
Wished away 10:39 PM


YAY this week is FINALLY OVER! :D which marks the end of stupid irritating tests AND end of all the MUGGING. at least for now. where i can finally sit down in front of the com and SLACK. :D

lessons were nothing but boring and the chem test, chem presentation and tingxie were like quite ok. and i shant talk about depressing work now. cos its time to PLAY and SLACK! :D

and i had a BREAD-ish day today! ate kaya bread in the morning and tuna bread in the afternoon cos we rushed to the library to study tingxie and ate like zinger for lunch at kfc and finally my mum made some chicken wrap for dinner. omg la. ALL BREAD. im getting sick of bread soon >< haha and i know feather had an eggish day. too much eggs are BAD! :D

then after school me dreamy jocelyn and maykun went for lunch at compass point and according to the 3 of them, i slept very soundly on the bus >< and then lunch was some burping fight lar! then we sat around for a while then dreamy had to go. so the three of us ended up at the library and talked and yakked and yakked. HOHO mass talking session i guess! :p and the 2 of them started freezing in there la.

after that i had like no money to take mrt so i took the bus instead lar. and in the end i ran for the bus and realised that my ankle was dam pain after i stopped la :/ haha poor me, i shall remind myself to top up tmr.

gotta wake up early tmr cos we are having mass tution :D and now i shall play around and slackkkkkk :D wooo! thats the good thing about fridays! :D
Wished away 8:58 PM


ok.. tests keep getting pushed backward backwards backwards and my studying plan is thwarted. now i dont even know what to study for. haha and i fell asleep while studying the channelisation part. now i know what to do if i want to fall asleep desperately :/ haha i bet everyone is like going to mug today and tomorrow and tmr theres art club and i have to study tingxie and chem. oh man.. TIME TIME TIME! >:(


heard a lot, said a lot, thought a lot
now everything seems to be in place
but this odd feeling doesnt go away
this question suddenly pops up in my head
and sadly, i realise its true after all...
Wished away 5:49 PM


hoho another day off this week and 3 more days till this horrible week ends :/

haha and something really funny happened duringt he assembly time. me and feather were like reading our english papers and the china guy sitting next to feather took up the straits times and started reading la. and he read till the forums part and omg la he asked me and feather to translate words to him along the way and he actually asked us to translate REPRODUCTION to him la. and me and feather were like O.O hoho and we just mumbled the chinese to him ><

started off with pyhsics today and we were learning some energy thingey and surprisingly the china guy actually know what was happening and he knew the answer also. then was english. went to the library and did some article thingey. oh and a surprising discovery today. doris tan actually loves the number 6 man. i hope she forgets this number or i will be so suay next time :/

then was chinese and we were writing the bao zhang bao dao. and i wrote till my hands were going to die. bio. the hilarious one. haha the china guy wanted us to translate urea and excretion to him. and me and feather were like busy thiking of "decent" words to translate to. but what can come out nice in chinese from a word like urea =.=

chem. got back the mole concept test paper. and realised how bad i was at mole. that means more mugging :/ then was maths and we did some australian maths thingey which i almost slept through if not for feather's biscuits :)

then after that went home and started mugging geog. nothing can like get drilled into my mind now so i only read through the notes and sort of make myself undertsnad it. but nothing gets into my head unless i see the notes again ): luckily the test is pushed back to like thursday la. but thursday theres tingxie and omg i havent studied it too! mann im so going to die this week. i want this week to pass sooooooonn ):

觉得自己很没用
有种无助的感觉
但只能眼睁睁看着
越来越像一个无底洞
我快抓不住了
没有人能阻止你开心 伤心只是自己伤害自己 要伤心要难过是自己的选择 又何必选择难过呢 她不值得你为她难过 虽然不了解 但也没什么好说的了 放不放手 由你决定
Wished away 6:05 PM


today is a super boring dayyy :/

ok china people came like early in the morning and haha poor feather got the most enthu china person among the 6 who came la. and he is like the only one who can speak like ENGLISH and he tries to understand what doris tan was tlkaing about and me and feather cannot converse guang ming zheng da because he can understand :/

haha and it was like dam funny cause that guy was trying to catch up with doris tan who seem so nice today and went through msnd LINE BY LINE. copy until i hand pain. pe was fun la and i love the pitching part! : D then was maths and feather was like trying to translate the qns to chinese but i was like at the side trying to help her :x

recess! went to the library and printed out our reflection part for the physics project! haha and we settled another project today! :D

then was chinese and zhou qian was like droning away on the bao zhang bao dao thing. maths again and i was like LOST. went to the lab for physics and it was like slackish. had orange bowl for lunch and went home

and omg la. i finally went home like early today and i cant believe i spend my whole lovely afternoon in bed instead of actually mugging for the dumb tests. such a waste of time! :/ but im still feeling tired anyway :)

haha and i was runing a fever and thank goodness my mom didnt force me to drink another bottle of bitter tea or i will just die :/ hoho my throat is also half dying due to over eating of snacks yesterday :/

then afterwards i managed to like scrub my shoes. dumped the muddy things into the pail of water and started scrubbing away and oh man jane just reminded me that i forgot to put in soap :/ i shall rewash them in the weekends but at least they look more presentable now. watched tv afterwards and i HAVENT STARTED MUGGING!!!

stupid week ahead and i shall go zzz soon. :D

我不相成为你的傀儡
有时也难免让我感到无奈
或许今天的你是我一手造成的
也许这一切是我的错
我不想这样的事发生在你们身上
或许我不应该太执着
放手对大家都好
Wished away 9:44 PM


oh man.. i should blog again to keep my thoughts from wandering about:/

i guess its so not productive now:/ i've been staring blankly at my word document since like 3pm until now, trying to think of how to begin my english essay. hur! but i managed to finish the group reflection for physics lur! and im so stuck at english! stupid doris tan give us so much work to do!and wow after like one and a half hour of staring at my word document, i finally have like SOMETHING on my document-that is: my name and class =.=

mannn.. i've been munching on little little snacks ever since the staring started so as to keep me awake. and its like making my throat die and sick. and i was forced to gulp down another bottle of bitter tea! and thus i conclude-doris tan's homework is fattening and makes people sick! :/

i need to and i have to complete my essay by TODAY TODAY TODAY! then tmr i shall study chem and tues shall study geography and wednesday tingxie thurs chem again and friday will be REST! hurr how im looking forward to next friday :/
Wished away 4:24 PM


woo! back after a busy busy and WET WET morning out of doors!

went for cip and woke up like dam early in the morning with my eyes half closing, and it was like raining and when we got there, the ground was like so MUDDY and WET la. so our shoes got like a new coat of mud on it cos we had to walk like everywhere or something. :/ and my legs got like a lot of mud cos i kept kicking my own leg with the shoe and my mom practically screamed at me when she saw the state my shoes were in :/

then we stood around with our balloon hats and like just stand and chatted. the walk was like cancelled or something so the whole time we were just standing around. ended up deflating all our balloon hats and hitting each other palms quite sadistically. haha

then when we finally could go off, me jocelyn and maykun went to amk hub and had PRATA SAUSAGE and OREO CRUSH! haha ITS A NICE LUNCH! hohohoho then after that hopped on the bus and went home with the 2 of them dozing off on the bus mannn.

oh man tmr is coming really soon and im dreading it. i think i will most probably faint studying for mole concept, redox , tingxie, and RIVERS. mann later all i have in my head is like chinese characters floating on rivers with me at the side counting the number of moles in the river. :/ i dont even know where to start studying from and WHAT to start studying on!

hur>:( i should start with my english essay soon or something, theres just too much to do and i want to sleep alr! >:(
Wished away 2:10 PM


today was a super productive day!! :D

went to tution early in the morning and yay missho was like back and we did lots of writing. then had lunch at kfc and i was savouring my meltzz:D

then went to wanchu's house to do physics and omg la we were dam productive ok! ummm i type fast and VERY LITTLE TYPING ERRORS! >< haha ok but i admit jocelyn type the fastest! hoho and we had a hard time like trying to paraphrase cos my english all sounded weird and i know how to explain it in like normal terms so the phrasing of nice english sounded weird in the end. haha but we managed to complete everything except for the reflection part so far. :)

then went to maykun's house to do homework! competed BIO! :D then went to macs to eat dinner and omg la. today is such an unhealthy day! 2 continuous meals of fast food. and im falling sick with some flu and slight fever. hoho so now my mom is like forcing me to gulp down a whole bottle of BITTER herbal tea! >:( like so late into the night and i have to drink it up. oh man the worse is that it is BITTER! >:(

cip tmr and i wil have to wake up early! and what am i doing here so late when i should be sleeping! hur. i doubt i can even fall asleep after drinking the bitter tea>:( but im like dam tired. was out like the whole day for like more than 11 hours?! haha

anw i shall do my essay like tmr. next week is so going to be deadly. intended to complete the essay like today. mannn but im too tired to do anything. and i still need to do studying!!! >:( i think i will look like a zombie tmr. i shall sleep now! hoho!

sometimes it really baffles me
it hurts my head to think about it
appearances are deceiving
and i dont now whether i should stil trust my intuitions
i guess i should follow my heart
which tells me to let go
just forget everything and get on with life.
Wished away 11:05 PM


我讨厌我自己
心中压抑不住的气
似乎就要火山爆发
我讨厌自己的大惊小怪
讨厌自己的反应过度
讨厌自己的无奈
讨厌自己为这些无畏的事烦恼
为什么命运会这样弄人
我讨厌被人耍，被人欺骗
但为什么偏偏会是你
我永远猜不透
今天的你是否是带上面具，笑里藏刀
越对我好，我越觉得可怕
我的疑心病一天比一天重
我想知道你的内心世界
你的一举一动似乎已成了我的眼中钉
讨厌现在的自己
却又无法控制自己的情绪
身上好像长满了刺
不要靠近我
我不想因为我的情绪
伤害到你
就让我从人间蒸发吧
Wished away 6:21 PM


我真的不了解你
背后的你是否和现在的你一样
大概都是一场戏
难以分辨几时是真的 几时是假的
让人摸不透也看不着
直觉告诉我
这仅仅只是在敷衍我们
受不了了这次真的受不了了
你无形中伤害了我们
间接让我们感到不自在
朋友之间不是这样的
女人的第六感是最准的
如果有我爆发的那一天
我只能说一句－对不起
Wished away 10:23 PM


yay physics test is like finaly over and im back to slacking and slacking and slacking again :)

haha i was super high in the morning cause the qns on the physics paper were like the ones we dod yesterday. so i roughly knew them. imran said that it was hard la. so got me a little worried at first. but ended up quite okay. should be able to pass :)

then was english and for once i was dam happy cos i like finally FINALLY pass my comprehension. and not like borderline pass. so i was like dam high! hohoho but my summary was just a borderline pass. BUT IM STILL HAPPY :D

then after that was boring lessons after boring lessons.

OH and terrible horrible maths. one word to descrbe it : L-O-S-T
mannn trigo is just HORRIBLE man. dont understand a single thing and im like ?? all over. my fingers see until i scared liow. cant remember which is sin cos or tan. mannn i hate the sight of staring at my palms during maths. gimme nightmares man. ><
and rsoh said its gonna drag till term 4 and oh man i can alr "see" how im going to die alr.

then after that went home and slacked. wanted to start off with ss assignment and in the end ended up SLEEPING la. argh! then nothing was done at all. and now im sitting here, reminding myself of all the horrors next week. we are all gonna be BUSY ppl! ><

next week nightmares:
physics assignment due
bio worksheets due
english essay due
tingxie
chinese file packing
egeog test :(
chem test :((

oh man the above is just an update. wonder if theres more coming our way :x

这一切的一切
都让我觉得很累
人心是很难捉摸的
可不可以让我再任性一次
让我看穿你
教教我－如何再信任你
Wished away 9:02 PM


bloody physics test tmr and my mind is full of formulas and stuff now. tired out. being the nice and 乖 me, i shall go zzz now:)

这个世界太可怕了
有时不知道是件好事
知道了才来埋怨
太迟了...
Wished away 9:58 PM


hoho today was not really a productive day :x spent 7 whole hours doing maths common test and congruency assignment man.

joceyln and me went to maykun's house like early in the morning with the intention of completing maths hwkssss. but in the end we only did those that needed to be handed in urgently. haha and actually its not 7 WHOLE hours. more than half the time we were playing the com man. and jocelyn had to cancel her tution so that we can spend "more" time on hwk. haha ended up giving up on the optional hwk that needs to be filed into our maths file and played played played.

and now my maths files are super super thin. alot of optional hwk not done and im not going to care. i shall concentrate on my elit stuff and the bloody question is so difficult man. i dont even know how to start :/

and now i shall remind myself of the horrors this week:
monday: OLEVEL listening compre, maths common test due
tues: terrible horrible and vegetable PHYSICS test
wed: consolidated assignment due
thurs: ss sbq assignment due
fri: cant rmb

next next week:
ting xie
chinese file checking
bio worksheet due
elect geog test

oh man i doubt i can have lots of rest and i have no time to study PHYSICS! oh man i just want a PASS and i will be super duper happy man! hur so mnay stuff to do >:( i must sleep very very very early tonight so i will not sleep through the listening compre tmr. AND I BETTER NOT FALL ASLEEP. >:(

k back to the stupid elit qns. stupid doris tan

沉默并不代表默认
痛恨自己是个双面妖怪
心里有股内疚感
就因为太在意
不能当作不在乎
几时才能停止
这愚蠢的想法呢？
Wished away 8:05 PM


hohoho I WATCHED HARRY POTTERRRRRRRR! WOOO! im in a super high mood! HOHOHOO

went to amk hub to watch harry potter today! woo! we went there like dam early so we dont have to wait for the long long queue for the tickets:) and ahem for once i wasnt the latest to reach. for goodness sake caryl woke up at 11 when we were supposed to meet at 1130 and I HAD TO CALL HER PERSONALLY AND ASK HER BROTHER to shake her up la!then me and baoyi bought the tickets and jialer joined us later.

wooo! we took a big walk around amk hub while waiting for the movie pls and i realised that there are very little shops there-mostly clothes shops mann. and there's like ARCADE beside the cathay pls but we all pok kai so all of us ended up resisting the temptation to play and just stand at the side to watch:)

haha and just before we went in to the cinema, met melissa rachel and charlotte:) and they alr finished watching the movie. hoho queued for popcorn and when the person asked sweet or salty and i was like the first one to shout SWEET. haha speak of the terrible experience of salty popcorn when we watched fantastic four 2. but in the end we all decided that the popcorn was diabetic. TOO SWEET. :/

BUT OH MAN, THE MOVIE IS LIKE SO SO SO SO SUPER DUPER NICE!i shall not reveal anything yet according to jane so she will continue to be kept in suspense:) but i almost cried at one part la. but the movie is so nice! wheeee!!!! i wanna watch it again! :DDDD

then we took a walk around the fairprice there and went home and omg la. me and caryl were so suay man. aftermath of black friday:/ me and caryl spent like dont know how long waiting for the 86 and after waiting for so longggg, the interchange bus door spoilt and ended up all of us had to detour and everyone cut our queue pls. so we were the last few to get up the bus. heng it was a double decker man. then then then when we finally got onto the bus, the bus had to BREAK DOWN halfway and we had to wait and wait and wait for the bus to re-start up again la. went home very very late man >:(

hoho and i realise that there there is like so much homework this weelend with so many files to pack la. my eyes are like closing alr so i guess i wont be doing homework late man. shall have to chiong tmr with horrors of listening compre on monday and physics test on tuesday! mannnn what a NIGHTMARE! >:(
Wished away 11:16 PM


its the weekends tmr like finally! i've been looking forward to it. hehe

did some mole concept test in the morning and i realised i totally cannot do mole concept:x then bring lessons here and there and i almost dozed off la. then me and feather started to chew gum during zq's lesson and we ate the juicy fruit flavour which was YELLOW in colour pls. then after her lesson was like bio and wow me and feather learnt about urea and defacation with the chewing gum in our mouths man :p

after school had mass tution. ate subwway cookies and im like really broke :x miss ho isnt here today which is so sad. the teacher was quite boring and her stories doesnt really interest me. and we did like dont know how much vocab la! all the words so alien to me and i can really fail my vocab nman. i look at the words and i just STARE at them. hoho


oh man i think im really going crazy. i want my sleep so much that i went to find some sleeping cartoons to entertain myself:) maybe im grumpy lately is because of lack of sleep! :p

想知道那些不知道的
不想知道那些已经知道的
黏黏的－让我忐忑不安
知道了却又不能袖手旁观
但心有余而力不足
有时真让我受不了
曾经一度恨过你
但希望历史不再重演
Wished away 7:55 PM


guess i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. thanks for all your tags people:)

stupid unsw and art club today. was sleeping through the unsw paper and the only passage that i read was the enid blyton one and the rest i was half sleeping and half shading. ended up sleeping and even had a good dream la! and did batik for art club and i really want to throw my piece of cloth away. missed 2 whole lessons on the batik and i was like totally lost so my cloth ended up a total DISASTER. :x

and these few days i've been sleeping really really really late. so i've been really grumpy these few days. and later still have to do the Fabric of mother earth thingey. and i totally havent started AT ALL. most probably gonna stay up late again. oh mannnnn :( i want to sleep early!!

我累了
i just want to close my eyes and get you out of my mind
i just get more tired whenever i think about it
i can never turn back time


aww man the bear is so cute.i want to sleep toooooooooo:)
Wished away 8:56 PM


总有种被利用的感觉
夹在中间，一点也不好受
现在的我
只想做个隐形人，
自己一个人躲起来
似有似无地活在世间上
让每个人都不知道有我的存在
这样麻醉自己也许就是最好的解脱
或许我还不了解你
又或许是你不了解我
想知道你心里到底怎么想
但你却一次又一次地让我失望
这应该就是所谓的人心难测吧
伤心是因为你不知道我的伤心，气愤
伤心却又不能说出来
怕伤害到你
这种感觉曾经有过
不想历史再重演。
我不断提醒自己
要耐心忍耐
但也许我就是做不到
真真假假 假假真真
真让人难以猜透
也让我越来越累
这已足够让我窒息
就让我快点从这个恶梦醒来吧
欣妤－是时候了
是时候放开一切
是时候面对这残酷的事实
是时候接收这个现实了
我就快疯掉了:/
Wished away 8:50 PM


hoho i shall blog since i have the time:)

lessons today was very boring asd usual with like balloons lying at the back of the class and popping like so OFTEN. haha the balloons were mary's campaign balloons and they kept making me jump in my seat like some bomb! hoho and there will be physics test next week man. so im prepared to fail it anyway. and maths today was very difficult and i was just BLANK. ><

then after school, took bus with feather and maykun. went to maykun's house and helped her to sew the thingey which wanchu pulled out of maykun's pinafore!IM A NICE GIRL LOR.ended up practically helping her sew like so many stuff. and she broke 2 needles while trying to sew her pinafore pls. i broke NONE. and then she downloaded o2jam and we started playing a bit and later went on to neopets. and that maykun was like laughing in her weird weird laughter man. hoho and i had a BIG potato lunch! had wedges in school, mashed potatoes from 7-11 and POTATO chips from maykun. HOHOHO and i heard from nut that potatoes can cause cancer. oh no. haha

after that went to hougang mall to buy stuff and then went home. and im so proud i managed to finish packing my files like testerday. so im pretty free now :) hohoho and im feeling sleepy after playing o2jam. so i shall sleep soon:)
sometimes, i'd rather be invisible
Wished away 9:29 PM


ok, i dont know why but im seriously pissed and irritated now.
i guess that kind of feeling wouldnt go away
and the more i think of it
the more annoyed i become
i guess some things wouldnt change
the pain wouldnt go away
i guess i should accept the fact
and seriously im getting highly irritated at all these things
i will just explode anytime soon. >:(
Wished away 10:11 PM


hoho today was a fun fun day too! :D

woke up early in the morning and my mom was like teaching me how to VACUUM VACUUM VACUUM! hurrr cos i guess i couldnt really hold the vacuum cleaner properly or something. and yesterday i slept at like 2.45am cos i was PACKING MY ROOM to make it look presentable or something. it looks so much better now compared to yesterday before the packing up. hoho

then after went out to meet maykun and jocelyn and for once FOR ONCE i was like EARLY. haha went to the library to finish up our chem homework and ohmy, i couldnt do most of the questions man. guess this is another chapter which is going to end up as difficult as mole concept or something. went to macs for lunch. and ohmy, burps started flying into my face with the special upsize that teomaykun actually had. and all 3 of us were squeezed into a small table man.

after that jocelyn had to go off for tution and the 2 of us went to popular and i got my file like finally(: then after that escorted maykun back to my house and we started playing like all the games which we could play on my com. and my com was like dam lag so all the windows were like half hanging or something.

haha played o2jam first and it was like dam funny cause maykun went off tune or something and the music sounded funny too. then after that she created a new guy account or something and started playing and she kepr turning into a pig:p after that got tired of it and we went to play neopets. and apparently both of us forgot our fake birthdates and couldnt log into our accounts so we created a new one and started playing the games there. haha and omg la teomaykun played all the witty kind of games and the TYPING kind which i totally cannot make it :x

yay and my mom came back with nachos and i ate quite a lot. my mom is seldom so nice unless there are guests:) HOHOHO and after that it was raining and jocelyn koh couldnt come and join us. after that accompanied maykun to the bus stop and got my feet all wet with MUDDY WATER. hur

and i finally got the twilight book and i managed to read like 40+ pages so far. doesnt seem so bad la. i shall continue reading later:)
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Your Vocabulary Score: C-

Your vocabulary is average. You're not exactly a literature major, but no one's going to accuse you of being illiterate!

oh my how true man! haha and now im falling in love with another of xuhuixin's song hohoho! woo!
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hoho finally, a day when i can have the com to myself-for as long as i want! havent been online for like days and so i shall slowly take my time to blog now:)

today was quite a fun day. at least everything was over and we were very relaxed:)mass tution early in the morning and i almost overslept. then took mrt with maykun and jocelyn and met cass at the tution centre. wanchu was luike very late and the tution centre was like full house today.and abit all 5 of us were like in our orange class tee and missho was like admiring them. she thought we were from some track cca or something. haha because of the fbt sign. :p

did tons of vocab(busy taking down all the things missho said and my handwriting suddenly became very messy) and some dreaded speech proposal writing. propose until we were very sian. had to like propose plans to improve school facilities in our speech. SPEECH WRITING la and all 5 of us were like omg SPEECH. -.- and we had to finish writing the speeech before we can go home. so we crapped alot.

and omg la. it was like dam funny during the tution. cos our names were like imprinted on the back of our shirts and then they were passing down some stuff and the people behind were supposed to pass back in front or something. and they called cass's name and then cass was like huh how they noe her name or something. then we realised the names were like so big on our backs. then i heard my name from behind and i totally jumped. haha it was so hilarious la :D

then after finishing the speech, cass had to go and the rest of us went to have lunch at kfc after deciding for some time standing outside macs. haha and most UNFORTUNATELY, i was sitting opposite maykun and ohmy, you should have heard the number of times she burped after drinking the soft drink or something and RIGHT INTO MY FACE pls! haha but i managed to burp back quite a few times and wanchu went all red from the laughing that she had to go out and cool down 2 time before coming back and finishing up her meal :p

then we walked around aimlessly in carrefour passing by the colddd fridges. haha and maykun and jocelyn bought some fbts and all of us went back home. and we were supposed to meet at 5plus again to do homework cos maykun and jocelyn both had classes at 4. so during that time i was like lazing around at home watching SHE dvd and chatting with feather on the phone(:

then after that went to hougang and 3 of us(STILL IN OUR CLASS TEE) went to buy crispy chicken and some prata thing or something. forgot what the name was and after that went to maykun's house to do homework. see how hardworking we are ok!haha

we ate the chicken and then flipped through some hwachong year book and jocelyn was like noticing her ahem. and omg la maykun wanted to find out how momo looked pls. :x but i couldnt find him in the photos which was like PHEW(:then after that started off with the maths test and we weere quite stuck but i managed to finish it with MUCH tutoring from maykun la. oh man i hate absolute function graphs and circles man. and abit after a whiloe on the homework maykun went to get a can of 7up up and omg la i cant believe how "lucky" i am today to sit like infront of her for the second time in the day and so much burping went into MY FACE!>< and jocelyn was half playing audi and the tv was like showing some live earth thing. then we did until 8 and went off. hoho cant believe i actually can perservere until so late la.

then on the way back, me and jocelyn were like discussing how jane and maykun can like join hands and build a maths and science tution centre and give people tution FOC. HAHAHAH they should do that and people like me will benefit(: hoho

and now im like so high! woo! and omg la nowadays every friday i will be like sleeping on the sofa for the night and yesterday was the same too cos i couldnt use the com. haha and NOW OMG channel U got the live earth thingey! AHHHHHHH AND I SEE XU HUI XIN SINGING MY BLOG SONG AND ANOTHER NICE ONG! OMG OMG OMG IM GETTING SO SO HIGH HIGH HIGH! WOO!WOO! AHHHHHHH SO NICE I SEE HER DANCING TO THE SONG WEI NI SI MI LU!

eeeyer my bro cut me off suddenly and hes not letting me watch it anymore. hurrrrr he SWITCHED THE CHANNEL))))): heck man i shall just slack my time away now ))):
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ok, i have only 10 mins for this post and i shall type super duper fast.

dont really feel like doing anything now but i wont be able to do anything with the com later cos my dumb brother will be using it for the rest of the LONG night. hur so i shall blog fast

oral is like finally over for all of us even though mine ended yesterday. hoho screwed it up but i guess im too happy that its over instead of the fact that i screwed it. no use crying over spilt milk! and i shall not say anything abt lessons today cause OUR ORAL is over.

was released at like 1 and praveena was dam shocked that our class was like left with 7 ppl. haha and 7 of us were like so relaxed and we "owned" the class for a while. i got rich for like a few hours with like 4 phones and 2 wallets which i was guarding over. hoho but in the end it was left with the phone and me:)

stoned and stoned and stoned in class till 3plus where everyone came out. and ok a lot of chattering here and there and then took bus with kaili,dreamy,maykun and jocelyn and we were all dam high and rejoicing away:) then kaili and dreamy went home while the rest of us decided to go buy sweettalk and shilin chicken and play audi at maykun's house. met feather and choryi and they came up to play a while too:)

then went home had dinner and rushing out this post now. suddenly feel so low after feeling so high in the afternoon. :( maybe im thinking too much all of a sudden and everything just appear in my mind and i cant stop pondering about them. and it just feels terrible to have such a sudden change of mood. feels dumb to be like so moody after the oral. and im too tired to think and so i shall retreat back to my room now.

some things are just too overwhelming
and its been some time now
too tired too think, too complicated to say
time to sort them out:/
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another day has passed and tomorrow tomorrow TOMORROW is the bloody oral!

at least im not as worried as i was yesterday i think. was in a totally depressed mood yesterday and spent the night like mugging away. but now i shall slack cos i have decided not to mug so much in case of a brain block tomorrow ><

feather was finishing up some shirts in the morning and the blue tube sort of burst open and the paint splattered onto the shirt. in the end all of us started working on the piece of shirt and i thought it turned out very nice in the end:)

lessons today was just boring. started the day with some presentation thingey about our academic results last term and i wasnt really listening anyway. then was bio and theres like some dumb quiz tomorrow which requires us to memorise or something. like wth

then was english and doris tan didnt come. and we settled the class photo thingey and then was maths. didnt understand a single bit cause i wasnt really listening too even when rosalind soh was explaining to me. i was just nodding my head away:/

tanshuwei was in quite a good mood surprisingly during the lesson cause she came in with actually quite a black face:/ and then she was like smiling away again. then was imran and omg la wth la he. he suffers some serious pms or something and needs instant counselling/medication/consultation/whatever shit la. he keeps claiming that hes right or something and rather believes himeslef when the whole class said he didnt go through the ppt slides. totally irritating and he wants to restart the chapt from 0 and make us redo the worksheets. like wth la. stupid pms. :/

then after that was chem and lee ruo ning was nice enough to like let us off early and i think i like this redox chapter or something. haha at least better than the mole concept. :)

stayed back a while for huimin's campaign and then came back home to mug abit just now. but im like getting tired of these kinda studying cause i dont like to memorise all the points like wth. so i shall just glance through and take it SLOWLY.:/ hope i dont explode like tmr or something or else im gonna hate myself for it :/

partly because theres like compre test tmr, bio quiz and the ORAL. hurr i wonder why im feeling so tense about the dumb oral la. but im like immune to failing my english compre and i shant mug for bio till tmr.

im blogging like very early today cause i will sleep EARLY at night. and i really mean EARLY. hoho like 8plus or 9? sounds stupid man. hehe
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oh man. i dont know what's happening to me.
worrying this week's oral or something
like im gonna suffer some serious brain block
guess its just some stupid olevel jitters or something
that makes me very pek chek like very easily :/
and make me just explode at my mom when she asked me questions
and just feel idiotic to what happened in the afternoon
thanks feather,ahma and all who were there
for cheering me up on the way home
and i cant help feeling that i will screw up and totally get a freaking F
glad for once that zhou qian's back
but i dont know why im feeling so lousy and unprepared
unlike the mock one
guess the difference between REAL and mock is here
i think im like suddenly going dumb or something
cause my brain just wouldnt let my ideas come to me
i always get stuck with my points
and make me get so easily irritated
and i feel so dumb to actually worry about the idiotic olevel oral or something
when others have actually more serious stuff to worry about
i just suck:/
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hoho today was a :DD day!

overslept in the morning cause i forgot to set my dear alarm clock yesterday. but in the end i was the earliest even though i was late. so all of us were LATE! haha and wanchu's com had some problems at first but in the end it worked perfectly fine and FAST! haha

managed to finish up our chem except for the joke part and jane came very early and she was listening to her dongbang songs with her earpiece while we did our chem! haha and in the end we just came up with some crap info and yay!we finally completed! then ahma came to join us and jane and her started dongbang-ing or something. haha

then the 2 of them went to fetch huimin from the mrt and the rest of us started watching harry potter while waiting. after that we moved to the living room and me and ahma started doing the stickers while the rest started blowing hands up. um or rather its gloves.and stuffing sweets inside. haha sounds wrong. but anw me and jocelyn had to leave early and we took some photos before we went off! :D

took bus back with jocelyn and she went home first while i went to meet caryl baoyi and their friends at sengkang library and i was last to arrive:x actually we were supposed to go out and play but i guess we all have oral next week! haha so we studied oral there and i knocked my head LOUDLY on the metal bar there la and everyone in the library stared at my way la. and i was so embarrassed with my friends laughing away la! ><

then they went to macs while i went to mrt to meet maykun and jocelyn was late. we were supposed to collect our cip letter today though. so me and maykun went to photocopy some oral notes from caryl and then went to fetch jocelyn. went to the library to collect the letter but i think the person was too busy so she's gonna mail it to us after she type finish or something.

after that we decided that macs was too crowded so we went to kfc to eat something cause i havent had lunch yet. ate mashed potato and started studying oral. we were testing each other topics and maykun was talking at the top of her voice pls! then we turned to reading passages cause the topics thing was getting boring. haha we took turns and the reading was so much funner! hoho and jocelyn sounded like some news reporter and maykun sounded fierce hoho so we were all bursting out in fits of laughter.

went to popular after that in the hope of getting refills for my pen and correction tape but the popular didnt have my kind of refill so i have to buy like tmr in school.

and now im watching campus superstar and i just realised not long ago that shaun and teri is gone! hurrr both can sing so well but i guess im more sad that shaun is goneeee! oh man i wanted him to go to the finals or something:/

and maykun just reminded me of physics homework and physics file! and for once i managed to do A LITTLE bit. and i need to do some packing too :/ haha good luck xinyu! :p
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haha woah its very very very late now. and i shall blog like before today ends or something(:

heheh went to wanchu's house in the morning and continued with our chem project and chem project is such a bore man. the topic is like so wide and we didnt really know if we are doing it correctly. but heck, we focused a lot on baking soda and our slides are abit too short.

wanchu was looking very pale in the morning and woah she suddenly become very energetic and started taking our starburst babies for us to munch on cause we were hungry. but today was QUITE productive because we finally came up with something decent and not messy. but this time ours is quite unproductive alr. this is like the most last minute work we have ever done before man:x

after that had a nice and cheap lunch of chwee kueh and sweet talk and after that jocelyn had to go off for her tution. we stayed a little while more to sort out the stuff and watched a little bit of harry potter before all of us had to go! haha and we still have abit left undone and the JOKE! HAHA

then after that went home and my mom bugged me to do something for her in my com and then i spent the whole evening helping her la! thats why i didnt get to blog earlier.

was watching tv and harry potter just now! woo! haha and doing some mass research for chem now and everyone gtg cause its late alr and IM STILL HERE BLOGGING AWAY trying to finish this post before 12(:

haha but today's post is short and THANKS HUIYIN FOR MY BELATED BDAE PRESENTS!! HAHA LOVE THE KEYCHAIN AND THE NECKLACE! now its my turn to owe u cause ur bdae just passed and i havent given u yours! hahaha :DDDDD
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